everybody's a liar

I never lied to you

Yes you are. You know, I know a liar when I see one because I am a liar.

Everybody is a liar..

No matter how hard we try to ignore or deny it, eventually the lies fall away, like it or not. but here's the truth about the truth. It hurts. so we lie.

Lying is bad, or so we are told constantly from birth, 'honesty is the best policy'.The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves because the truth... the truth is freaking hurts.

The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell the truth because we owe them at least that much.The truth is hard. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts. I mean, people think they want the truth. But do they really???

Everybody is a liar..

If you lie, don’t ever say “I never lied to you”

you know, I know a liar when I see one because I am a liar..

so If you lie, please tell me sweet little lies.

am I such an idiot? am I ??

apparently people do idiotic things all the time..

so I am not an idiot, except when I am being an idiot..
I just need sweet little lies.
I don't need horrible things.

I know, just because people do horrible things, it doesn’t always mean they are horrible people. And I know, just because people do lie onetime, it doesn’t always mean they are liar the whole time …
I know that..

And I know..
Everybody is a liar
so… please tell me sweet little lies

too much

how do you know how much is too much?
too much too late
too much too soon
too much information
too much consideration
too much fun
too much love
too much denial
too much missing someone, or
too much to ask of someone
when is it all just too much for us to bear?

how do you know how much is too much??
how do you know that??

indonesiaunitedotcom

I am having "bajigur" for coffee morning.. haha

only in Indonesia you can have it!

damn terrorist !!!!

go to the hell, son of bitch !!!!!!!!!!!!
you already messed our peace ...

it is rumored that the terrorist wants to make Indo like Iran after the president election..
what the hell is that??????!!!!
damn you terrorist !!!!!!!!!!!!!

last week jokes

our jokes before president election..

may be because of this, SBY win..

hahahaha.. contReng no.2 !!!

do we ever really grow up??

Why do men cheat? My husband slept with my friend, telling me he loves me. Why???

She was crying, and I didn’t want to stop it…

I didn’t want to say anything..

because what I say is nothing, not important, and I was sure not stop her crying..

I just was there, in silence..

well, I just didn’t know what I must answer that question, why her husband cheat, maybe her husband was low, he was down and he didn't want her to see him like that, in pain, weak, less than a man. He has his pride so he turned away. It's not right but it doesn't mean he doesn't care about his wife..

It happens. People make mistakes. They sleep with the wrong person, they sleep with the others, they cheat and they hide it.People are terrible to the people they love sometimes. They're mean. It doesn't make them the worst people in the world. It just makes them person who made a mistake..

Just like that..MAY BE

We're human. We make mistakes. We can't undo our mistakes, and we rarely forgive ourselves for them. But, it's a hazard of the trade. But, as human beings we can always try to do better. To be better. To right a wrong. Even when it feels irreversible. Of course, "I'm sorry" doesn't always cut it. Maybe because we use it so many different ways. As a weapon. As an excuse. But, when we are really sorry, when we use it right. When we mean it. When our actions say what words never can. When we get it right "I'm sorry" is perfect. When we get it right, "I'm sorry" is redemption.

Remember when we were little, and we would accidentally bite a kid on the playground? Our teachers would go "Say you're sorry." And we would say it, but we wouldn't mean it. Because the stupid kid we bit, totally deserved it. But, as we get older, making amends isn't so simple. After the playground days are over, you can't just say it. You have to mean it. Of course, sorry is not a happy word. The point is, NO GOOD AT SAYING SORRY..

Yeah.. life become more complicated, because we are not kids anymore.
There comes a point in our life, when we’re officially an adult. Suddenly, we’re old enough to vote, drink and engage in other adult activities. Suddenly, people expect us to be responsible, serious, a grown-up. We get taller, we get older. But do we ever really grow up?

can't erase

there are things that you cannot erase
like bad memories you'd rather forget
or silly things that you've done in the past
and fears of unfulfilled hope.

and there are things that you cannot erase
like this laugh
like this smile
on my face..

a kid

this is madeline, matt's daughter
she is growing up so fast..













suddenly, i want to be a kid again..
life used to be so simple..
yeah..when i was a kid, life used to be so simple..
but All said "it's impossible!" :((
I know that...

let me ask you questions
"do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?"
"have you ever have amnesia and deja vu at the same time ?"


maddy's pict is taken from his daddy's photostream on Flickr

chinese spoon

I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered what do Chinese mothers use? toothpicks??


had dinner @ chinese restaurant,
and I couldn’t eat using that so damn stupid chopsticks !!

complained

sometimes when I get mad, when I am disappointed, I write bad words..
I already wrote bad words and/or may be I write bad words accidentally..
So..
I warn you.
may be according to you some of my blog entries contain bad words,
If you don’t like bad words, please turn away..
Seriously.
If you don’t like bad words and you still feel compelled to read, well, please don’t complain..
don’t send me an email to complain it..
I don’t really care..
I’m not going to censor my writing.
you can censor your reading though.

[someone (a friend) already complained because I wrote shit & damn, then I said thank you for his/her attention by wrote a reply “thanks a lot, this is really, really fucking brilliant email I received today”
you know, I did not use fucking to “describe sexual or excretory organs or activities.” I used it as an “adjective to emphasize an exclamation.”]

once again, you are warned.
I’m not going to censor my writing,
You can censor your reading..

on [6/30/2009 7:32:40 pm] somebody said :
I will talk unsensored, you can sensor your listenning !!
seem he has learned it from me..
hey youuu, please talk unsensored!

drink

As Ben Franklin said:
In wine there is wisdom,
in beer there is freedom,
in water there is bacteria...

Therefore,...
it’s better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit..
Don't say thank you, because there is no need to thank me for this valuable information..
I’m doing it as a public service...



to : eshgh e man, thank you for stopping by..
you always make me smile when you write back what I wrote here..
I tought it was a blog with one writer and zero reader ^^

so tired

I was reading the dictionary. I thought it was a poem about everything..
If a word in the dictionary were misspelled, how would we know??
I'm writing a book. I've got the page numbers done..

A lot of people are afraid of heights. Not me, I'm afraid of widths.
It's a small world, but I wouldn't want to have to paint it..
I saw a bank that said "24 Hour Banking," but I don't have that much time..
I have an existential map. It has 'you are here' written all over it..

it's a moment..
when no word no line was left to be spoken..
I am lost..
I am losing grip..

I open the map again..
and still.. It has 'you are here' written all over it..

I am not joking
because..
if you tell a joke in the forest, but nobody laughs, was it a joke??

I am so tired



**love other quotes from Steven Wright " Whenever I think of the past, it brings back so many memories"***

broken

oh shiT !!!!
my high heels were broken when I was meeting outside...
aarrrrgghhhhhh !!#$%^&*&^%**#&^%$#

smile and the world smiles with you....
cry and you cry alone....
damn it !!

my sweet high heels were brokeeeeeennnnnnnnn !!
#$%^&*&^%$#&^&%$#**