Monday, August 31, 2009

monday laugh

Please, talk to me, why are you so quiet??
You do talk, I am listening to you
You know I can get laid whenever I want. I DO get laid whenever I want. That's the point. Women are everywhere... but I only have one person I can talk to.
That's soooo sweettt...
Shut up!
No, it's really warm and fuzzy and sweet and..
Shut up !
Hahaha, Look, you are not a nice guy. you don’t date. you don’t call the next day. You are not looking for a relationship cause you are never good at them. And honestly you are kinda hung up on somebody else. So... the only thing women are ever going to get from you is sex... that’s it.
Ya, you know me well, I only have one person I can talk to.
Shut up !!!!!!!!
I hate monday
I hate it too, I want it disappear, but then I will hate tuesday
haha, you are funny! btw lets breakfasting together
when?
lunch time
hahaha, stupid !!!!!
i know lunch time is not breakfasting time but i am already hungry
oh my , stupid !!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

fears

Never leave that until tomorrow, which you could do today.
Have you been told about that proverb??
I don’t know why we put things off, but if I had to guess, I’d say it had a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure. Fear of pain. Fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear is just of making a decision, because what if we’re wrong. What if we make a mistake we can’t undo. Whatever it is we are afraid of, one thing holds true. That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it.
We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore, until we finally understand for ourselves. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake beats the hell out of never trying.

Do you know how tired I am?
Do you know how scared I am?
But I do it
I do it for you..

Life's too short to be afraid
So take a pill to numb the pain
You don't have to take the blame

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Marhaban yaa Ramadhan

We're human
We make mistakes
We misestimate
We call it wrong

My deepest apology to what I have done wrong in the past…
and..
Have a great Ramadhan !

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

life is being happy

You said : Life is being happy, yes sometimes you breath, run, sleep, work but not happiness at all these are not the parts of life but sometimes even if you are sitting alone, even if chatting on computer or with whomever you are and you feel happiness that would be the life.

oh fuck, I love you! you have a great definition of life!
Life is being happy, It will be my new favorite quote, eshgh e man..^^

Okay, as you said life is being happy, but life is about responsibility too, I mean being an adult is full of responsibility. And responsibility is really does suck, really really suck. Life is exhausted sometimes. And well, life is complicated always. But that's life..because life..sucks.

And sometimes life is about denial. We deny we are tired, we deny that we are scared, we deny how badly we want to succeed, we deny that we are happy, or we deny that we are sad, and most importantly, we deny that we are in denial. We only see what we want to see and believe what we want to believe, and it works. We lie to ourselves so much that after a while the lies start to seem like the truth. We deny so much that we can't recognize the truth... right in front of our faces.

And life is about communication. Comunication is the first thing we really learn in life. The funny thing is, once we grow up, learn our words and really start talking, the harder it becomes to know what to say. Or how to ask for what we really need..

And life is about the lines. In general, lines are there for a reason. For security, for clarity. If we choose to cross the line, we pretty much do so at our own risk. So why is it that the bigger the line, the greater the temptation to cross it? We cant help ourselves. When we see a line we want to cross it. Maybe it’s the thrill of the unfamiliar, a sort of personal dare. The only problem is once that we’ve crossed, it’s almost impossible to go back. But, if we do manage to make it back across the line, we find safety in numbers. We can have anything in life if we sacrifice everything else for it. What I mean is nothing comes without a price. So before we go into battle, we better decide how much we're willing to lose. Too often, going after what feels good means letting go of what we know is right. Of course, the toughest sacrifices are the ones we don't see coming, when we don't have time to come up with a strategy to pick a side or to measure the potential loss. When that happens, when the battle chooses us and not the other way around, that's when the sacrifice can turn out to be more than we can bear..

And life is about guilt. You know guilt never travels alone. Guilt brings reinforcements, namely its close friends doubt and insecurity. And it packs a wallop. We are left with a choice. Either let the guilt throw we back into the behavior that got we into trouble in the first place, or learn from the guilt and do our best to move on.

And life is about wish. We don't wish for the easy stuff. We wish for big things. Things that are ambitious, out of reach. We wish because we need help and we are scared and we know we may be asking too much. We still wish, though, because sometimes they come true.
And life sometimes doesn’t go exactly like we want it to be..
And as you said LIFE IS BEING HAPPY..
this is it, life is being happy !

Friday, August 14, 2009

#$@&*%$#@!!!!

I was so fucking sad..
really damn sad..
I said stupid-fucking-pathetic-thing.

Don't ask how I am now..
People are constantly asking you to tell them how you're doing. How the hell are you supposed to know?
so don't ask how I am, IF YOU DON'T REALLY CARE..
just shut up..
I am better than fine..
I am always fine, that's my problem..
I just can't handle this any longer.

I know life goes on. Yeah life goes fucking on..
blah blah blah (yeah whatever).

Monday, August 10, 2009

ridiculous

You are tall...
I know.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

It's good to be scared

You have to make plans. At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out, they fence you in. Life is messy, that's how we're made. So you can waste your life drawing lines or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. If you're willing to throw caution to the wind and take a chance, the view from the other side... is spectacular...
At the some point, we are scared to cross the lines..
Here's what I know..
It's good to be scared.
It means you still have something to lose..