the book

people say don't judge a book by it's cover
but I did, and still do it
I do judging a book by it's cover !
Is it wrong??

we can do judging a book by it's cover
but remember....
we can't make summary before we read the book completely

right ???

mess

I am mess
How awful when we find out we are mess..
May be sometimes we just messing up
Messing up ! that’s how we learn become person
But, now…I don’t know how I must learn
I want to learn, I want to change
but I don’t know how, how to start, how to manage, how to change
BAM! I lost myself !!

coffee

I had a bitter coffee this morning.

For the first time, oh wait..not the first time may be, I feel like hating someone so much..
Not necessary hating him just because of his work, not important thing!
I don’t like depending on my success to someone else, but in teamwork my success is our success, right?! We are depending, work together as a team…
Oh forget it..may be the moral is I must be more more and more patient..
Become more patient and not hating someone else just because he/she is horrible.
But I must speak up, I will say what I believe,I will say what I am thinking right, not because I’m a Hero, but because I’m a Human.


I like answers, I do… much more than questions.
Answers, even if we disagree with them, we have something to react to. Answers are reassuring, comforting and clear. Questions, by contrast, are aggravating and exasperating. They hang around, making everything uncertain and unsettled…
If someone ask you and you don’t know what you must answer, it’s horrible, right??
It’s horrible for you, you may think that you are useless. But it’s not like that.
Sometimes it is just your feeling, you are not useless actually, just don’t know what the answer of the question. Just don’t know..
If we ask question, we don't just want the most convenient answer, we want the right one. And if we are asked and don’t know what the right answer, just don’t answer !
We don’t know everything .

I am open to the possibility that I may be making a mistake... but somehow I have a feeling I am probably doing the right thing!
haha ^^


want coffee?? Let’s do starbucks!
I need one!
Not a bitter one anymore !!

my wish

God..
sometimes I wish You spoke like human..
but no..no...
perhaps if you speak like human you say "I have not enough time!"
perhaps if you speak like human you say "I am too busy!"

is this life??

I started to feel lonely, everytime I heard the clapping sound of rain..
I really feel lonely
right now.. so lonely
pathethic. huh?!

Lately I was in one of my deepest depressions, I thought with the start of a new year to think about where I am now and where I have been...
I don't know what I must do
I can't think
can't....
just can't

Why do I feel that life is so hard for me??